Download the MP3 as a single. Track 7 on album: OAK 

A song based on Romans 7:15, addiction and being one person with two opposing forces at war inside.

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℗ © Copyright Pamela Joy Crawford 2003


Why do I do it?
Why do I put myself through it?
Why do I kick myself after?
I never seem to learn.

Why do I forget,
Let myself get into a mess,
Straying only to regret
The same old same old scene where I’ve been.

It seems like the two creatures set sail for war long before
It seems like the two creatures go head to tail fighting for more
And it seems like the creature I feed more is the creature I will be.

Creatures you’re at my door
Creatures I hear you breathe
While I’m here, you’re in my flaw
While I’m here, you’ll never leave


Lyrics & Music: Pamela Joy
Assistant Production: Allan Neuendorf
Guitar: Stu Hazelman
Bass: Andrew Naylor
Shakuhachi: Anne Norman
Lead & Backing Vocals: Pamela Joy
Product Art: Rachel C.D. Marks (“Scarlett and Sam” Series)

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